Google Certification Achievement.

 I did it my way

 

 I have done it. Yes sir/Mam. I m on track. My learning curve is finally on track. I have signed up for 2 more courses by META Javascript and HTML &CSS certification. I m going to finish them too and add them to my LinkedIn. I will learn so much like AMBEDKAR. With all his degree and stuff. I will be like him. I will help my people and uplift them.

Journey :-

    It's worth learning. When I started Google Certification. I wasn't sure at all. But my brother JOHN told me to do it. Since I have made a pact , I just listened to him. As I progress I thought by the time he leaves INDIA I can complete this certificate(Did't really know the journey at that time). 

Tough :-

    The journey got tougher when my brother left INDIA. We never shared this much of bond after my voice email to him. It was a disaster but after that I never really cared about completing anything. I Did my Mpharma, I did my BPharma casually. They just happened. I did't really put any effort in it. Even thought I have started studying my degree when I m 28. And Master when I m 35. 

    It got tough because I can take my laptop and run to him and ask to help me out because he is not here in INDIA. I can't just call him and bug him when he is in USA. He got his life, If he is INDIA. I can coz he is here to spend time with us. But Once he goes to USA. I can't bother. So I had to deal with it. I did not really took any help but I feels safe. 

    I thought of not leaving and just go back to my Auto driving or some other  easy stuff. This certification is eating by brains and push me do things I really do not want to do. But I kept pushing pushing and pushing. I see no point but still pushing.

That day :-

    It was Change Management course, the day I heard all about change management and how to handle change and risk management. My perspective changed. I began to see my mistakes. I began to understand why I m feeling to quit. I began to question myself, Why I am feeling to Quit. I used the tips from google certification and started to analyze the data. First Question, What I am feeling, Why I am feeling, What made me feel, What did I do to feel that way, What should I do, What is right thing to do, What do I feel like to do, Is doing what I feel would help me ?. Does doing what is right will help me?. 

    All those questions keep popping in my head and surprisingly the answer were there in my head. So I know the answers and It pushed me. I just done risk analysis, I just done Change analysis, I just done what went wrong, Why it went wrong , What made it go wrong. What do I need to do. It just the answer is right there and could't resist to say NO. The data is factual so my feeling to Quit is because I done nothing better in my entire life. ever since my fall. 

Dawning :-

    It just popped. I got the answers, The NO and Yes, The DO and DON'Ts. I know what is going on. It dawned up on me. After careful analysis, inspire of my heaven drinking every day, Inspite of my addiction of chatting every day.  I turned them into my benefit. I got sleep apnea. I doze in the middle of driving bike or car. I can't stay focused for 15 min. I tried to listen to JOHN and dozed off because it was my sickness. It is because of obesity. So could't focus and lean. This is another factor that I consider quitting. I just did my SWOT analysis. I want to turn my weakness and addictions to strengths. So I used chatting as my waking up tool. I listen to Video Classes, I would jump into chatting as soon as I feel dizzy. Then I would get back studying as soon as I don't feel any dizziness. I tried to stop drinking alcohol, But I was not able to sleep at all.  I could't sleep and my eyes are tiered the screen became blurry, I have to stop and push myself to take rest and then study again. So I used alcohol to sleep. I just drink and then immediately go to sleep. I was able to rest well and focus. Too bad people see it as addiction. Yes I agree sometime no lot of times it going over board. But still It is bad in society view and health perspective. 

That Moment :-

    I have set myself 20th JAN is goal for me to finish Google project management certification. But I did it 1 day late. Because I got  to wait for payment of the course that ate those 2 days. But Still I have done it. It is there, I m officially Google Certified Program Manager.