I believe this is first time My brother JOHN ever focused on family. The change is positive we all had good time watching TV and more. I also eaten heavyly 1 plate noodles, 1 burger and box of almond biscuits. Daam I got to check my sugar levels.
I created the list of things that I always wanted to do. I need to figure out plan to make them work. I got to set my time table so that everything can come to life.
I did not participated in Church Service at night nor the noon. I allowed my mother to take care of that. I think I need to focus on myself and my character so that I can be that righteous Preacher and Shepherd that I always wanted to be.
From Jan 2023, I think I will bring in that Pastor in me and that coder in me and that fitness guy and the musician oh the dancer.
I have to make plans to start my dancing ministry. That be an awesome way to spend time. You would not know time and will have good exercise. To do list is to find good dancing institute that can teach me to dance and create Flash MOB dances in city square. I don't know if I go solo or group. But I can stand and share testimony and preach the Good news to the lost children who are loosing hope now a days. This is my all time dream.
Well coding to become an ethical hacker so that I can feel myself at power. I want to hack into system and have a good peek and see and learn. those great codes.
Playing guitar at first and sing few songs then slowly start to dance would be a good way to attract crowd. Well I really should have done that when I had opportunity. I had funds and I had time and I had resources.
Sin that worth it :
Boy one mistake and it cost you a lot. But what if that mistakes worth it. Give at the price I pay. I don't know mistake a sin worth it. Is it that good experience to commit that sin and suffer life long. Well my SIN opened new doors and it has pushed me to go through things I always wanted to. Whom am I going to blame. Should I blame myself for committing that SIN. Should I be happy that because of that I am able to pursue the dream of self sustainability of hostels and churches. I don't know. We got to see.
Self Sustainability:
My life dream is to create a hostel that is self sustainable not depend on donations but create an income stream that generates enough funds to run a hostel and copy it to whole Andhra Pradesh.
My other dream is to make Church self sustainable not ask alms from the politicians or rich people. But have resources of our own. I did succeeded at this by saving all the weekly donation box and not to use any of the money that people put in the donation box and open that once year on Christmas. I had success at that. I failed to put in the tithes but boy if I did, I would have enough money to make Christmas a blast.
Legacy:
I wanna leave legacy of the things that I accomplish to my children, So when they grow up they won't be running after or chasing some chicks or boys. But to focus on building an Empire that lasts and survives and thrives through difficulties. I wanna build 10 industries that can bring tithes to church and help community.
Community :
I had a dream of building community like at the time of apostles, where every one sold off their lands and belonging and put them at the feet of apostles so that they can bring better glory and build a Equality. Where there is no salary to people. Their food their house and their needs would be met by the community and all people are treated equally no special treatment for manager or janitor. Where every one is same and every one got to work to prosper the community resources. There will be a wing to take care of kids and children. There will be addictions support, there will be talent improving training sessions. There will be community challenges where people show of their extra skill and so on. I need to clearly write it out before I can explain it to anyone.
Well this is it for now, I had good time on Christmas.
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